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On Fire's Wings Copyright, 2004 by Christie Golden |
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Prologue
She was tall, and stood tall even now, staring not at the rolling fields and forests and streams that would have met her gaze a fortnight past but at a pulsing blackness that mocked her defiance. She leaned forward, resting her hands on the cool strength of the stones that formed the wall of the parapet's balcony. This, at least, was real, was solid--for the moment. "It's only been two weeks," came a soft voice. The queen glanced down at the beggar boy who stood beside her, staring as raptly at the Shadow as she. There was puzzlement in the young voice, as if he, like the queen, could not truly believe that so much had happened in so brief a time. She closed her eyes, straightened, and her hands left the reassuring stone to wrap the thick embroidered cloak more closely about her frame. "Less
than that, little Lorekeeper," she replied. He
did not say anything further, but she knew what he was thinking as if
he had shouted it aloud: I didn't know in time. Etched upon her memory,
for the brief while she had left to live, was the look on the boy's
grimy face as he forced his way through crowds and guards with reckless
determination. He had clutched desperately at her robe, uttering the
words that chilled her to the bone: The Dancer needs help! But
the warning from the suddenly awakened memory of the base-born Lorekeeper
had come too late, the queen thought bitterly, though it was no fault
of the child's. The wind stung her face, brought tears to her eyes.
She blinked them back. Too late to save the Dancer, too late to salvage
their own existence; too late, too late. Following
the boy, the king, accompanied by an elite group of guardsmen and his
best healers, had stumbled across the body in an alleyway exactly as
it had appeared to the boy in his vision. The Dancer, a youth as well-born
as the Lorekeeper was base, had been robbed and murdered. His powers--probably
unknown to him yet, he was terribly young--had not been sufficient to
protect him. But he had rallied enough to exact revenge upon his slayer,
it appeared, for the killer's body was little more than a charred skeleton.
The Dancer's pouch, still filled with coins, lay a little distance away. The
king returned from his grim mission, seeming to her suddenly old, to
tell his wife the story. With him was the boy, still clad in the vermin-riddled
clothes of the streets, his thin body shaking and bowed with the weight
of the world. "It
is not your fault, my child," the queen had soothed, fighting back
her own rage and despair. "You went for help as soon as you knew.
The blame for...for what will come must lie with the man who murdered
the Dancer." And
who had, in that one greedy, violent act, destroyed their only hope
to avert oblivion. Not
long after that, the king had ridden off to fight the Shadow, their
son, still young, still unbloodied by war, at his side. The queen had
kissed the hollow-eyed man who had once been passionate and proud; kissed
her round-cheeked son, who was naive enough to think this a real battle,
not a suicide. And
as they rode off, the queen thought with a spark of contempt: Cowards! She
was the last queen of the world. It was up to her now, how they would
all die. She reached out to the Lorekeeper, slipping her arm around
his shoulders. By the hitching and shuddering of those shoulders, she
knew he wept. "You
alone will remember," she said softly. The
Shadow pulsed, coming nearer. It stretched upward, seething. Soon even
the sky would be gone. "I--I
don't want to," the little Lorekeeper whispered. He dragged an
oft-mended sleeve across his wet face. "But
you must," she continued, her voice still quiet, still calm. "You
are a Lorekeeper. You remember all that has gone before--all the other
times when the Dancers have come and lost, or won. You would have been
drawn to that Dancer had he lived, even as you were drawn to him in
his death. You would have been able to help and guide him, but...This
time, they have failed. Yet there were times when they succeeded, and
their success has bought us a final chance." The
wind picked up. For an instant, forgetting herself, the queen reached
up to smooth her tousled hair. The knots will take Ahli hours to untangle,
came the simple, everyday thought. But Ahli tended the princess now,
caring faithfully for the mad girl whose mind would not let her see
the Shadow. The queen would not look upon her daughter again. That last
time had been enough. She could not bear to watch the gentle, once-intelligent
girl sit and babble, rubbing her swollen stomach and chirping happily
of the son-to-be. The son who would, now, never be born. Such
simple problems as tangled hair were things of the past. The queen let
the wind have its way with her once-raven locks. "Your
Majesty." Her
seneschal. The queen turned. "Yes?" He
stood in the doorway, clasping and unclasping his hands as he searched
for the words. As it turned out, they were simple enough, if brutal. "The well...it's gone dry." "Then
let us open the wine cellars. I would not see my people without something
to wet their throats." And perhaps the drunkenness would take away
the sting. Not long, not long now. "And
light all the torches," she added. "Build fires." She
turned again, her gaze drawn to the encroaching Shadow. "Let us
keep the light as long as we may." The
man bowed, retreated. They were alone again on the parapet, beggar and
queen, staring out as if mesmerized at their approaching destruction. "Twice
failed," whispered the Lorekeeper in a voice that cracked with
fear and an ancient grief. "Twice succeeded. Only one more chance." "The
fifth time the Dancers come," agreed the queen, "will be our
final chance. Eternal salvation...or nothing at all, ever again. It
may well fall to you," she said with a quiet urgency. "Do
not forget." "I
won't," the boy promised. "I won't." She
folded him close, held him, as she would her own son. He was their hope.
He, and the other Lorekeepers, and the Dancers who would not yet be
born for another five thousand years. The
Shadow stretched, languidly. The twin suns went out. |
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