Excerpt from Instrument of Fate

Copyright 1997, Christie Golden

PROLOGUE

They had not spoken for over an hour, the large, strong wizard and the slim, elegant bard, and the silence lay heavily between them.Calleo paced back and forth, his human heritage of emotion revealing itself in every line of his ample body.His big hands clenched and unclenched, and he occasionally rubbed one across his bald pate, as if to smooth down hair that had not been there for decades.

Jencir permitted himself a touch of quiet humor."Careful, Master Calleo," he warned in his musical voice."You might rub away what little is left."

Calleo glared at the elf."Curse the day anyone ever introduced elves to humor," he growled without real malice, then continued his pacing.

Jencir smiled, pleased that his teasing had been appreciated, and bent his head over his harp, his own golden hair as thick and full now as it had been for the last six centuries.Slim fingers floated over the strings, coaxing soothing music to fill the tense silence in the room.

The two were waiting for Prince Liandir, who had instructed them to meet him in his private quarters.The room was large and airy.Its floors, ceilings, and walls were made of the beautiful milk-white quartz that formed the palace, home for centuries to Falarah's ruler, King Cynor, and his family.Liandir's own personal touch was evident in the bright colors of bed linens, draperies, carpets, and tapestries.In addition to exquisite elven carvings, there were also the works of human artisans.A small pool graced with a carved dolphin served as home to water lilies and small, brightly hued fish.The large window was open, and an early summer breeze made the sapphire-and-silver drapes swell and billow.The room accurately reflected its tenant--a mixture of old and new, human and elven, inanimate art and life's own works of beauty.

Lovely as his surroundings were, and soothing as the music he produced might be, Jencir's thoughts were with Prince Liandir.Away from the secluded peace of his private chambers, the youthful prince of the elvenland Falarah now sat at King Cynor's side at the Council of Elvenkind.Under debate was what was pallidly called "The Human Question," dealing with the mortal country of Byrn, just across the Falaran border.There would be no shouting, no name-calling, no half- or completely-drawn weapons, things Jencir might have reason to expect had the meeting consisted of volatile humans.No, the elves, by their very nature rarely able to feel deep emotions, would simply talk.

Some wished to close the borders, have no further contact with humans.Others, like Liandir and Jencir, had learned to appreciate and enjoy mortals.Still others wanted extreme measures, to halt what they regarded as "contamination."If the extremists carried the vote, Jencir wondered, would he and his friends--human and elf, prince and minstrel and Court Wizard--pay the price?They had reached past their own deep-bred prejudices, but clearly others could not--or would not. 

Jencir's sharp features saddened, the music he played shifting to a minor key.

Falarah was the most populous of the four elvenlands.Liandir's father, King Cynor, was among the oldest and most respected rulers.When, two centuries ago, the elven goddess known as The Lady had reduced the mountains between Byrn and Falarah to mere foothills, the Falarans knew that Her desire was for peace, not war.It was simple, logical, obvious; so obvious that King Cynor betrothed his daughter Ariel to the human prince Tach.Though Tach had died long ago, the immortal Ariel yet lived in her husband's country, the honored Queen-mother of Byrn, she and her part-elven descendants a living tribute to interracial peace.

The Falarans were proud of her, of the elven blood that mingled with human in Byrn.Others, including King Kertu of Sali, found such a union obscene.

"If you ask me," said Calleo, though no one had, "King Kertu and the Sa elves shouldn't have any say in what to do about the border.It's Falarah's border, not Sali's."

"Theoretically, you are correct.But the elves have thought and moved as one for millennia.Two centuries of contact with humans is not likely to change that."

The door opened, and Prince Liandir entered.Jencir leapt to his feet, and Calleo stopped in midstride.Liandir closed the door behind him and did not speak for a moment, but his sorrowful expression told his friends what had happened.

"Sweet Lady Death, they're going to war, aren't they?" exclaimed Calleo.

Liandir held up a slender, beringed hand.A faint smile tugged at his weary face."Patience, friend Calleo!It is a good thing indeed that we elves do not often have strong emotions.There would be none of us left if we all fretted as you do!"There was only affection in his voice; the rebuke was friendly.

The prince walked into the room.The highly formal robes he was required by etiquette to wear to the Council, heavy, fur-trimmed, and embroidered, threatened to overwhelm the elf's slender frame.He shrugged off the cloak, laying it on the bed.His prince's coronet, encrusted with rubies and one great, winking sapphire, blatantly declared his nobility to those who could not see it, far more subtly stated, in his kind face.Sighing, he rubbed at his eyes, eyes that were gray as a morning mist and half again as large as a human's.Handsome in a race that was, to an individual, uncommonly beautiful, Liandir would have seemed the perfect Falaran prince of legend had it not been for the unnatural weariness and pain on his face.He looked suddenly old, Jencir thought; as old as King Cynor. 

The bard and the wizard waited, the former with the patience of his race, the latter with the agitation of his.Liandir's voice was deep with regret when he at last spoke.

"The Sa carried the vote.Falarah was the only elvenland willing to actively protest King Kertu's desire.The Ker did not wish to become involved and yielded their vote.And the Ilsi!" Liandir's musical voice grew rough with displeasure."The Ilsi are too afraid of the big, blundering mortals to--how was it phrased?--risk contact with them.They think Kertu's desire to show a hostile mien will discourage humans from traveling to our lands.They do not see that if this road does lead to war, then they may get far more human contact than they expected."

Calleo's bearded face flushed and he swore violently.Jencir shook his golden head sadly.He hadn't cared for humans when he was younger, but two centuries of contact had worn down his prejudices.Now, he found he enjoyed the company of the blunt-spoken, lively Calleo, and others of his race.The thought that Kertu would prefer to murder humans rather than try to understand them--

"How long do the humans have?" he asked.

"Long enough, perhaps," Liandir replied.His face was thoughtful, his gaze directed inward.Jencir recognized that look.It meant the prince was planning something."Kertu first wants to assemble an army of elven troops along the border between Byrn and Falarah, where the Kyras used to be.`We no longer have a wall of stone,' said he, `so we shall make a wall of steel.'Then...I do not know.Perhaps he will openly attack the Byrnians."

"Elves will lose a war against humans," advised Calleo."We've got the emotions, remember.We know how to hate, how to channel bloodlust properly.You elves don't have that.And Byrn has a standing army, well-trained and used to killing.Those damned Ghil in the north provide mighty fine practice bodies."

Liandir turned his gray eyes to his friend."Perhaps Kertu is not capable of true hatred, my friend.But he does believe in the purity of elven bloodlines, and in the wrongness of associating with humans.And the Sa have had as much practice in attacking the Ghil as have humans.It could be a closer battle than you think, and if the humans are not prepared, they might be the losers after all."

He glanced over at Jencir, hesitated, and then uttered the news that he knew would hit the performer the hardest."Kertu and the Sa have officially stated that they do not believe the Lady partially destroyed the Kyras."

"No," breathed Jencir."How can they?"

"Well, it's a big tale to swallow, if you didn't see it," commented Calleo."And it was only the Falarans and the Byrnians who witnessed it."

Jencir turned to the wizard, his color high, filled with the closest approximation of fury he was capable of experiencing."I saw it, Calleo!I was there, fighting against the dreadful things that the Nightlands King had sent against us.I was there, when the sun went out.I was there when She appeared to elf and human alike, promising a new chance at peace for all races of Aertha.

"I watched as the mountains crumbled before Her words.She did this to bring humans and elves together, to learn from each other.And if Kertu and the Sa deny this, then they deny the lessons She was trying to teach."

"I pray it will not come to war, but..." Liandir's voice trailed off.

"If it does, will the other elven nations fight with Sali?" asked Calleo.

"I do not believe so, but I could be wrong.Most likely, Sali will stand alone."

"Will it?" pressed the wizard."What about the People of the Sea?They have little reason to love my race."

"But they will not fight you," countered Liandir."The conflicts of those on land do not much concern them."

"What about the Changers, or the Hidden Folk?"

"Changers?I have not heard of anyone encountering one in my lifetime," replied the prince."They may not exist any more.Even if they do, they have never sided with elf or human in any struggle.There is no reason for them to do so now.And as for the Hidden Folk, they are as shy as the Ilsi.No, we have little fear that Kertu will find allies for actual warfare."

Jencir spoke up."But the Sa alone, as Liandir said, will be formidable enough if they are allowed to surprise the humans."

Liandir took a deep breath, and shook his head."This is wrong, terribly wrong.I know it.We must warn your people, Calleo.They must know what is going on before Kertu has a chance to gather an army.Could you perhaps send a message to Queen-mother Ariel?"

Calleo reluctantly shook his bald head."My strengths lie in hand magic, not mind magic."

Liandir sighed in exasperation."I would go myself, but I would be recognized, and Kertu will be watching me."

They sat in distressed silence, their minds working furiously.Suddenly an idea occurred to Jencir.

"Highness...I could carry a message for you."

Both Liandir and Calleo stared at him.

"I am but one of many bards in the castle," Jencir pointed out, "and it is not uncommon for us to travel to other cities, even other lands.If you, or Calleo, or even a royal squire were to attempt to carry a message, he or she would be suspected at once.Music, however, knows no borders."

"It damn well knows the Byrnian border, as far as Kertu and his ruffians are concerned!" Calleo exploded.

Gently, Liandir touched the human's sleeve, and Calleo composed himself.

Jencir was touched by the wizard's concern."There are ways for one lone musician to slip past the Sa border guards," he insisted.

Kertu's plan must bot be allowed.All it could possibly lead to would be horrifically high casualties on both sides, casualties that called to the bard's mind songs and tales of centuries before, in which both human and elves nearly slew one another down to the last child....

Jencir had been witness to the most recent war between the races.It could not be permitted to happen again.

"I could take some kind of message that might be passed along to the Queen-mother even if I am stopped," Jencir pressed."Come, Highness, you know this is the only way to save all of us!"

"Yes," said Liandir, his beautiful face lighting up with a new sense of hope."And perhaps Calleo can help."

Two pairs of gray elven eyes fastened on Calleo.He was confused at first, but when Liandir and Jencir began to explain, the wizard started to smile.

It just might work, after all.

CHAPTER ONE

Raise thy voice in songs of praise, for music greatly

pleaseth the gods.

-- from Opening Prayers to Light

The Borderlands regional bardic competition, held in the small town of Hallenore, was starting to wind down.The weather had cooperated, granting a cool morning and now a glorious, sunny afternoon.The more than half a thousand souls who had attended the annual musical event sat together in sweaty but jovial proximity, listening to the performers with avid interest.Filling every inch of the town square and taking up room on the steps of the buildings that surrounded it, they were by and large a genial crowd.They had come to listen to fine music and enjoy the day, not to drink, carouse, or pick fights.The Kyras in the east gazed benevolently down upon the scene, a constant presence in this town that was nestled against their rolling foothills.

A handsome young man finished a heartbreaking ballad, and was rewarded with enthusiastic applause as he bowed and descended the rickety stairs of the makeshift stage.

Jencir suppressed a shudder as a chill swept through him.He leaned with feigned casualness against a column that supported a building called Holding House.He pretended interest in the performer, but his sharp eyes were constantly scanning the crowd, searching.The elf wore only a nondescript tunic and simple breeches.In his arms he held a lute, wrapped for the moment in a protective covering of cloth.Jencir was glad for the press of people.The presence of so many witnesses would make a murder attempt far less likely.Not that it mattered much now.Chances were he was already dead.

He shuddered as the pain racked him.His muscles ached constantly, their protest increasing by the minute.Breathing was becoming agony.Despite the mild temperature, sweat broke out on his pallid face and trickled down into the collar of his tunic, damp from a hundred such paroxysms over the last agonizing day and a half.Angry heat radiated from the inflamed wound on his shoulder where his enemy had struck a glancing blow, inflicting a comparatively light dose of poison.Only that had allowed him to live this long.

Liandir's plan to warn Queen-mother Ariel had been put into action.Jencir had come with the warning Ariel, indeed everyone in Byrn, desperately needed to receive if war were to be prevented.It had been a good plan, though, Jencir now realized with uncharacteristic bitterness, terribly naive.The three had assumed that no one would suspect a bard carrying nothing but the instrument of his craft.

They had been wrong.

The enemy's poison blazed its path through Jencir's once-numberless days as a fire burns kindling.Again salty liquid trickled into his mouth and he sucked on his bleeding gums.Inside, he knew, he was also bleeding--part of the poison's deadly legacy.He could have halted it, could have cured himself, had he done what his body had, over centuries, been taught to do.All that he needed to do was to simply lie down, close his eyes, and let his body shut itself down while it healed.It was a powerful, primal physical reaction, and it was what enabled elves to live so long.Only a beheading could kill an elf outright.For all other injuries and illnesses, the body went into what was known as Resting for as long as was necessary to heal, sometimes for years at a time if the wound were serious enough.

But Jencir had a task, a task his friend and prince had charged him with--a task that he owed the Lady Herself.So he had denied his body's cry for Resting, fighting the instinctive drowsiness and forcing himself to continue.He had never heard of anyone delaying Resting for more than a few hours.He suspected that he had already delayed too long.

Jencir squinted up at the sun, now well in the west.Even now, the shadows of the shattered mountains were creeping over the scene.Only a few more hours until sunset; only a few more hours of relative peace.With the night would come the enemy--a relentless, nameless pursuer who had a limitless array of disguises at its disposal, who had been hard on Jencir's heels since he had left Falarah, who had slain his beloved steed and who had, in the end, slain Jencir himself.The elf simply hadn't yet had time yet to die.

He shifted the lute in his arms and applauded politely as another bard finished, but did not watch the performer depart the stage.His eyes were on the crowd, still searching.

Lady, I pray You...just a few hours more...

His mouth began to tingle.The poison was spreading.

He was here, in open view, because he was supposed to meet a contact in Hallenore at this competition.The contact had been intended as a precaution.Traveling alone across what remained of the Kyras was always risky, and the dire nature of Jencir's errand made it more so.If he were injured, or someone were following him, the contact would bear the message to Ariel.Jencir's increasingly weakened condition cast a new sense of urgency over the scheduled meeting.This contact, whoever he or she was, must be the one to take the message to Kasselton.By morning at the latest, Jencir would either be Resting--or dead.

But where was he--or she?

Jencir wished that Liandir had told him whom he was supposed to be meeting.He could have at least had a description, to aid him in recognizing this person.But Liandir had not been sure whom he would select when Jencir had left."Someone will be sent," the prince had assured his friend."I have...friends."

Dimly, Jencir heard a faint buzzing sound.He realized almost at once that it was not coming from the bard currently performing.The sound was in his own ears.Fever raged through him.He forced himself to inhale, to loosen his restricted chest.When Jencir shifted position, he realized that his fingers, his long, clever minstrel's fingers, were slow and clumsy.It was the first stage of paralysis.The elf swallowed hard, fighting to stay alert and attentive.

A sharp sense of desperation grew inside him as he scanned the crowd for the hundredth time, searching for someone who would perhaps meet his eyes and nod almost imperceptibly.Or who would vanish, only to reappear, ready to take the precious message on to its final destination.

Where?If Jencir could not put the message into safe hands, the enemy would win.No matter what, Jencir, his body preparing to shut down for healing or death, had lost.

Lady...please...

Alarmed, Jencir shook his head.His mind was wandering.Another few hours and he would forget his mission entirely as his body, unable to resist, succumbed to the Resting.His consternation increased when he realized that the shadows were far longer than they had any right to be.What he had taken for an instant of inattention had actually been over an hour.He closed his eyes, fighting the pain as another wave of torment crashed and broke over him.

"My lords, my ladies, pray you welcome Gillien Songespynner to our competition!"

The elf glanced without interest up at the stage.The final competitor was moving to take her place, and Jencir felt a touch of pity for the girl.Songespynner, was it?Clearly a stage name, and not an overly original one at that.She was also clearly not up to following with any success the outstanding performances he'd heard today.The new minstrel was tall and very slender, and her long, dark hair fell unbound to her hips.Her mauve-hued overdress modestly covered her throat and arms though Jencir noticed that the sleeves fit closely.It was logical.No performer wanted to risk an ornate sleeve getting tangled in an instrument.

But her movements were awkward and jerky, and her sharp features betrayed her discomfort.She ascended the stage with exaggerated care, lifting her skirts almost indecently high.She clutched her mandolin, an instrument similar to a small, flat-backed lute, to her chest in an almost defensive pose.Idly Jencir wondered just how bad the girl would be.It was a shame, he mused, that the last song he heard would be performed by an amateur.

Then she took a deep breath, and positioned the instrument comfortably against her body.Strong fingers--minstrel's fingers--curved about the slim neck and positioned themselves on the strings.Before Jencir's gaze, the awkwardness fell away from her as if it were a cloak she had casually dropped.Her eyes remained wide and her expression vulnerable, but as she sang, it became apparent why she had adopted the guise of a bewildered, innocent maiden.

Twelve months ago I came here as

A young and blushing bride.

This handsome man had chosen me,

And I'd stand by his side.

'Fore gods and men, I took the vow

To love him faithfully.

But a year has passed; I'm virgin still;

My husband wants, but wants not me.

'Twas on our wedding night he said

He loved his first wife still.

Her death had left a void behind

Which I could never fill.

"This house is thine, and all within,

Do with it as you may,

But my bed I cannot share with you."

And so, alone, that night I lay.

She is gone, but not forgotten,

And she haunts my husband's hall,

And her portrait smiles sweetly 

From the cold and stony wall.

And he hears her footsteps in the night

And he starts at every sound,

Even though he knows she's buried 'neath 

Six feet of cold and stony ground.

Jencir stared, his attention completely seized, his pain for once forgotten.The girl, what was her name--something Songespynner; ah, Gillien, that was it--was magnificent!He had never heard the song before, and suspected she had penned it herself.It was encumbered by none of the stilted, formal refrains that unfortunately seemed common to Byrnian music, and the lyrics, as performed by this sweet-voiced child-woman, were heartbreaking.From the silence around him, Jencir knew that he was not alone in his appreciation.

I thought to give him time to grieve,

And patiently I'd wait.

Then welcome him back to my arms

And truly be his mate.

But time has passed, and here I lie,

A wife in naught but name:

The seasons come, the seasons go,

But winter in his heart remains.

I fancied I'd a lover take,

But 'twas a foolish whim,

For as his heart is bound to her,

So I cleave unto him.

There's none can stir me as he did

When courting me so fair;

But, oh gods, dear gods, it's killing me,

And my soul is lost unto despair.

She is gone, but not forgotten, 

And she haunts my husband's hall,

And her portrait smiles sweetly

From the cold and stony wall.

And he hears her footsteps in the night

And he starts at every sound,

Even though he knows she's buried 'neath

Six feet of cold and stony ground.

A soft sob to his right distracted Jencir.A girl, a few 

years younger than Gillien's eighteen or so, stared at the singer as tears tricked down her soft, rose-colored cheeks.For not the first time, Jencir wished that he had the gift for emotions that humans had.It was as if, to make up for their candle-flame brief lives, they felt everything with an intensity at which Jencir could only marvel.Gillien, the audience firmly in the palm of her hand now, continued.The last two verses were sung in a voice laced with torment and brushed with feather-soft insanity.

There is no anguish like the pain

Of loneliness in bed.

He scorns the warmness of his wife

And yearns but for the dead.

And celebrations hollow ring,

For distant is mine host,

And my ladies slyly laugh at me,

And they say I'm jealous of a ghost.

The first snow of the year has come

And lies like feathers white.

And from atop this parapet

Shall I fly down this night.

For though it is a fall indeed,

The flagstones are but down--

And surely soft white snow I'll hit

Instead of cold and stony ground.

She paused, stringing out the moment with unbearable tension, then repeated the chorus with a slight but sinister change in the wording that made even Jencir's skin prickle.

We are gone, but not forgotten,

And we haunt our husband's hall,

And our portraits smile sweetly 

From the cold and stony wall.

And he hears our footsteps in the night,

And he starts at every sound,

Even though he knows we're buried 'neath

Six feet of cold and stony ground.

There was a silence as the last note of her mandolin faded and died.Then the crowd members erupted with applause, leaping to their feet and crying their approval.Gillien started to bow, like a boy, which Jencir thought was odd, then turned the movement into a clumsy curtsey as awkwardness returned to her.Her face flamed at the applause.A tentative smile played about her lips, then the young minstrel surrendered to it.Her grin was crooked, but utterly sincere.Still grinning, she clattered down the steps to the area behind the stage.

Finally, the clapping died down, and the audience began to chat and mill about.The competition was over; all that remained was to announce the winner.Some crowd members left to purchase food from a few vendors who had shrewdly set up temporary shop near the square.The judges left their raised dais to the right of the stage to meet in private and discuss their opinions.

Jencir stayed where he was, his gaze prowling restlessly over the dispersing crowd.He would not tax what little energy was left to him by moving for no purpose.His innate elven patience warred with the pain and the Resting reflex it was causing.Now, surely, the contact would approach him.He was well above the crowd, clearly visible to anyone who might be searching for him--friend or foe.

Torches were lit at various points around the square and on some of the nearby buildings.Dusk was near.

Where was the contact?

As they moved past him, the Hallenorans glanced at the elf with polite curiosity.This close to the Falaran border, humans were not unfamiliar with Jencir's race, though elves were still far from common in Byrn.He knew that they were contrasting their own appearances with his, as he had done the first time he had seen a human.Mortals seemed to have universally dark hair and tanned skin, whereas the Falarans were fair of face and tress.Elven builds were far more slender than the powerful frames of humans, even those of females.And, of course, humans had those peculiar rounded ears.None of the gazes, though, were hostile to Jencir.He smiled with equal politeness, hoping for a sign of recognition from someone, but nothing came.

Pain descended again, and Jencir leaned for support against one of the courtyard arches.Blackness followed.Jencir almost collapsed.He bit hard on the inside of his cheek, and swam out of the near-faint.He tasted blood, but whether from his bitten cheek or his bleeding gums he wasn't sure.Dimly, he heard an announcement, and fought to understand the words through his torment and dangerous lethargy.

"...have decided.Will all the competitors please come forward?"

Twenty-three musicians, carrying various instruments and ranging in age from child to old man, obligingly assembled onstage.Jencir spotted Gillien.She was shyly trying to hide in the back, but was tall enough that her ploy didn't work.The man who had the honor of announcing the winner was Kalaman Herrick, Reeve of Hallenore, an elegantly handsome man in his mid-forties.His face was alight with pleasure.Jencir had observed the reeve watching the competition with more than polite interest, and knew that the man's love of music was sincere.

"As most of you know, the minstrel who wins here tonight will go on to represent the region of the Borderlands in the final round of the annual Byrnian Bardic Competition.This competition, for those of you who are willing to travel that far, will be held three weeks from now in Kasselton, where King Evrei and the rest of the royal family will select the talented man or woman who shall carry the title of Bard of Byrn for the next year."

He paused, and stood up even straighter."No Borderlander has ever won that title.But I think I speak for all of us when I say that, this year, that may well change.My lords, my ladies, I pray you, give all honor unto the winner of this year's competition--Gillien Songespynner!"

Even in the midst of his distress and physical pain, the elf allowed himself a pleased smile.Gillien was parchment pale with surprise.Even from where Jencir stood, he could see that the girl was trembling violently.Reeve Herrick motioned to her to come down from the stage and accept her just reward--prize money and a beautiful pendant to wear about her neck when she performed before the royal family.Gillien moved slowly past her fellow musicians, who, to their credit, seemed to be genuinely pleased that she had won.She tucked her mandolin under her arms, gripped her skirts, and began to carefully walk down the stairs.

Not carefully enough, though.As the crowd watched, adulation turned to sympathetic horror as Gillien stepped on her dress, stumbled, caught herself for a heartbeat, and then pitched forward down the stairs.She disappeared from view.There was a sharp cracking sound, then Gillien's voice came loudly to Jencir's ears, harsh with her embarrassment.

"I'm not hurt, I'm--oh, no!"

The words turned into a sharp wail, and when Jencir could next see her, Gillien was on her feet.She did indeed seem unhurt by the tumble, but her face displayed naked horror.Clutched in her hands were the broken, jagged bits of wood that represented all that was left of her mandolin.She looked as if she were fighting tears, and Jencir could not blame her.

Reeve Herrick lost his composure and stammered for a moment before he regained it."Ah, but my lady Gillien, surely you can make or purchase another instrument?This should help," he added a bit indelicately, shoving the small purse toward her.

From somewhere, Gillien managed a smile as she accepted her rewards from Reeve Herrick.

"Certainly," she said."I shall without a doubt perform before Their Majesties, as I have been tasked."But the desperately unhappy look in her large blue eyes gave the lie to her brave words.

Jencir felt terribly sorry for the girl.She might be able to acquire a new instrument, yes, but three weeks was not a very long time.If only--

The elf's gray eyes widened as a plan, so brave and reckless and dangerous that he caught his breath, began to take shape.Did he dare do it?

Did he dare not do it?

Lady, have You given me a sign?I pray that I am doing the right thing!

The darkness was descending.Jencir made his decision.

Mortified by the incident, the new Borderlands Regional Bard was trying to plow through the crowd as quickly as possible.Some respected her discomfort, but others were too anxious to congratulate the girl on the victory to give any thought to her own rather obvious desire for privacy.Jencir threaded his way through the crowd himself and sidled up to her as she tried and failed to make her way through the press of people to a place of solitude.

"My lady Gillien," he said, his musical voice carrying clearly through the chatter of the throng."A word with you, if I may?"

Gillien's eyes widened in mild surprise as she saw who--or rather what--had hailed her, but she recognized a diversion when she saw one.

"Yes, indeed, let me speak to my fellow minstrel, please," she stammered, angling her shoulders and at one point literally pushing an eager young admirer out of the way.She had barely reached Jencir when the elf's hand seized her own and tugged.

Clearly a little worried now, she nonetheless followed him past a row of small shops and into the shadowed doorway of a bakery.Though the baker had closed for the evening, the scent of bread still lingered.Gillien looked up at him, curious but unafraid.Jencir thanked the Lady that elves had achieved a reputation for benevolence here in the border towns.At least, he thought bitterly, elves would have that reputation until Kertu's warriors unexpectedly bore down on the trusting Byrnians like a storm from the east.

"Lady Gillien, I shall speak quickly and frankly.I witnessed your unfortunate misstep on the stage."

Gillien turned crimson, and a flicker of spirit shone in her eyes."If you have gulled me here merely to insult me, Master Elf--"

He held up a placating hand."Let me finish.I will do you a favor if you will do me one.This instrument," he said, reaching to free the lute he carried from its protective swaddling of cloth, "is one of the finest in Falarah.Its music is sweet and pure, and when combined with your own talents, will, I am certain, win for you the title of Bard of Byrn.I shall loan it to you."

Forcing his increasingly numb fingers to cooperate, he held out the lute.It was a beautiful thing.The wood out of which it was made was a creamy, light-colored hue and seemed to radiate a cool glow in the orange-yellow light.Its back curved softly into a pear shape and the front was flat and smooth.It looked to have been inlaid with swirls and decorative patterns of gold, and small jewels winked and shimmered as they caught the torchlight.The keys that tightened the strings were made of mother-of-pearl.

Gillien gasped aloud, and slowly, as if she were aware of her own movements, she reached to hold the lute.Not without a pang of regret, Jencir yielded it to her.She held it cradled against her small breasts as she gently ran her fingers over the smooth, highly polished wood.Maneuvering it into proper playing position, she plucked a chord, and a smile of sheer delight spread across her face as the sweet music floated upward.

"Oh," she whispered, "it's beautiful!"

"Then we are agreed."

"Oh, no, I couldn't--"

"You must!"Jencir realized that urgency had crept into his voice, and he brought it back under control."Perform in front of the royal family, and win the competition.When you have done so, to thank me for the gift, present it to Queen-mother Ariel."

"Why don't you give it to her?"Gillien continued to tenderly coax music from the instrument.The lute obliged.

Jencir lowered his gaze, lest she read his own knowledge of his impending death in them."My path does not take me there.Yours does.Come, lady, you need an instrument with which to play, and I need the lute delivered safely.There is no answer save yes.You know it as well as I.Lady's blessings upon you, child."Unable to help himself, Jencir reached and brushed her soft cheek with one finger, than dropped his slim, fine-fingered hand to caress the instrument one last time.The chord Gillien played changed subtly, dropping from major to minor key at the elf's touch.Then Jencir turned and hurried down the little alleyway, vanishing into the crowded courtyard, now illuminated only by torches.

"Wait!" Gillien cried, but the elf was gone.